Drs Appt and Surprise on the scale

Ok I LOVE MY DR. Dr. Noble Daniel is such a great primary care Dr. He is so helpful, down to earth, no matter how behind he is running he always sits down with you and really talks to you about whats going on. Anyway.... insurance requires a 6 months Dr. supervised weight loss program so I started that today. 1200 calories, 15- 30 mins of walking 3 times a week. I am so ready to do it.


So they found scales that would weigh me which was great. I thought I weighed 365. Last time scales weighed me thats what they said and I was really sweating it. I thought what the hell am i gonna do if its like over 400. BUT to my happy surprise it was 358!! YAY !!!

So here I go

Nurse Coach

So I called my insurance company yesterday and I found out I have to do 6 months weight loss with my Dr. I wish they could just look back on the 4 times I have already lost weight under a Dr. care and put it back on. Oh well guess I should be happy that I have insurance at all. Have appt with PCP tomorrow to start that.

Oh yeah title say nurse coach... my insurance company has a bariatric plot program and I have to have a nurse coach that I talk to once a month. SOOO yesterday was my first day. She was EXTEREMLY nice and very funny. I think we are going ot get along great. She told me that the hardest thing for me to overcome will being able to put myself first. Ok mamas don't do that lol Especially southern mamas. BUT I'm gonna have to learn that sometimes I gotta do what I need to do for me. My family is UBER supportive so I don't have to worry about that.

So looks like I'm jumping in feet first.... here we go (pinching nose closed, can't swim without it) lol

Smell-O-Vision

Why is it that while I'm laying in bed watching Triple D they are talking about making spaghetti with chili on it.... I start to smell it.. I swear.... It was the weirdest thing....  I had to make sure the kids weren't cooking something lol

Why is it that I don't drool over and SMELL-O-VISION a nice crisp salad or turkey burger.. It's just not fair.

If I get to get my band... Triple D will have to go! lol

To Share or Not To Share

To Share or Not To Share

That would be the question... Do I want to share this site with others? I mean I'm pretty much an open book but the stuff I'm going through or gonna be going through might be more embarrassing or painful that I want people to read about. I know its my choice what to put on here..... Maybe I will share maybe I won't. I have read some pretty amazing stories about wondering ladies who have had lap-band and are sharing and doing great. If they didn't choose to share then I would not have found the support that I need. SOOO maybe I will share....... just have to wait and see.

Random Stuff

So it is my second blog entry (no i wont be counting them all lol) but as I started the blog I started to wonder "Who is gonna read this?" "What will they think?" "What if i get negative feedback." Well as you will get to know me you will understand that I tend to ramble. I'm very sarcastic. I can't spell worth a crap. I cuss like nobodies business but I will try to watch it. I type in text speak.... you might just have to figure it out lol. Also i don't always capitalize my words... I promise it will be ok thou. lol  I guess not everyone is gonna like what I have to blog about and I just gonna have to deal with it, or they are just gonna have to deal with it. lol

First Blog

OK! so here goes. This is my first post on my new blog. I have decided to blog because lets face it I love to talk. lol Also because there are so many changes coming up in my life and I know Don (hubby) gets tired of hearing me talk. lol just kidding babe! Sometimes I feel I just need a place to put all my thoughts. So here it goes...... be prepared to hear very personal sometimes embarrassing mostly funny sometimes serious crap that goes on in my crazy insane amazing wonderful life!